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@ Monika, Maja
2025-05-25 17:14:46
What's the ultimate "motivator", why are you doing what you doing?
Recently my motivation is not external. I'm not doing it for anyone, I don't want to appeal to masses. I'm not sacrificing anything for particular person (I guess having a child could be one great, everyday motivation factor. Having a husband or partner in general could work the same).
I'm not doing g it even for myself recently, for any selfish reason, to cleanse body, or to look better (and fasting can help to look younger like almost nothing else).
I'm only doing fasting at the moment (Sunday: 36h) because I gave the word. I promised this.
I said and I'll be fasting till 9 am morning.
And then world can crumble again.
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Do I realised also that if my main motivation is not external, it's not ibternal again anymore either... it must be a God.
Word=God.
Something higher.
And funny enough, it's not love (because I love God... it's not that because I was rebel for so long and love can be selfish...). I realised it's THE WORD.
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I'm not saying, don't get me wrong: all of thus above motivations, all of these factors are good if your life is improving.
I'm just trying to be objective.
And introspective.
Becoming more perceptive
:)
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So what's motivates you?
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That's it,
Ciao.