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@ mleku
2025-02-05 18:26:19
after a year at the coal-face i mainly need a bit of structured downtime... but probably the structure is more important than the down part
being sufficiently independent has been a new thing for me... i landed shitcoin jobs late 2021 and the money was insane and i didn't know what to do with myself and i realised i had been a slave to other people's attention in exchange for my housing and feeding
then i didn't see how to find something reasonably adequately ethical but then i bumped into nostr and got a job building a relay which i wanted to do for about 6 month before that
now i am in the consolidation phase... a sense of stability in that i know i can likely maintain my position as reasonably comfortable, if frugal, and now i want to figure out how to get that sense of balance because it's really important for doing the labors - feeling rested and ready... so there is more changes yet to come, but for sure, 1000% having a little companion has been a huge part of this for me... now someone is giving me a sense of obligation to remain stable