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@ Prince Aleph
2025-04-24 17:33:51
I also have had this at times. I think when we are somewhere in between sleep and waking it's like a filter gets removed and we can see things we'd rather not acknowledge when we're awake. Because for me it goes away after I fully wake up. But in the between state there's always the sense of absolute clarity about the world and yourself, and often it's not pretty or enjoyable. But it might also be necessary because these are the times when I'm most aware of things that need to change. I've just never been able to change things 100% to the point I'd be totally happy, whether because of personal weakness or simply that happiness is not fully attainable, I don't know.