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2025-01-17 09:59:24i'm in quite an odd mood today... just noticing for the first time a visual processing effect done by a configuration on my monitor on big white areas - to reduce burn-in it has a feature to fade at the horizontal edges of these kinds of areas... and then i'm in the bathroom, drying my hands after washing from my banana/beef protein smoothie and the subtle reflection of the towel in the glass of the shower screen catches my eye and i get this weird feeling like something bad was happening to the hot water system behind it (nope, just the reflection, not steam lol) idk what this is exactly, but my senses are hyped up right now feels like this is somehow a result of having finally almost completely eliminated seed/GMO allergy/poisoning and my recent adoption of eating seafood, something i'm also not used to and it probably also has some relevance to the fact that this is probably partly due to caffeine but me having more "juice" for the caffeine to exert its effects... yeah i had 4 cups since the last ~4 hours i've been up maybe also the influence of the company of the cat and having tactile interactions is also having an effect on me all i know is i definitely feel like i've got more energy than i have had in a long time, but this sensory acuity is kinda disturbing my sense of calm maybe i just need to try and cut back my coffee intake lol