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@ Faye
2025-03-12 02:19:08
Gods. This has been building up for a while. It’s going to be an entire thing. I’m going to have to pull out the Tier 2 emergency management tools. The really uncomfortable ones that involve memory editing and detachment from reality. I’m going to have to keep them out long term.
Fuck. Eighty percent of my life is currently tagged with “do not acknowledge this exists or you’ll spiral”. I only have active memories of maybe… four years. That’s not good. I’m doing something wrong there. Although it’s not _all_ me.
Probably bite the bullet and find a therapist again too.